How I Realized

I never really realized till today how much nothing else matters.
I never really realized till today how much I love my mom, owen and drake.
I never really realized till today how good my life really was all these years.
I never really realzied till today how depenedent we are on God.
I never really realized till today what some kids are really going through.
I never really realized till today that this life really doesnt mean all that much.
I never really realized till today what the heat of the moment really was.
I never really realized till today the effect that a single person can have on so many other people.
I never really realized till today was a bad guy was.
I never really realized till today for what I should look for in someone else.
I never really realized till today what the world can do and how cruel it can be.
But I guess even after everything, time heals most wounds, and you just need to forget about somethings and just let them go, and sometimes, maybe it's just better to just have nothing to do with someone, even if that someone is your father.